Humility? Humiliation? What's the Difference?

Just thought I’d share my most recent screw ups. Nobody died, this time—yeah, me!

Guess I needed a bit of a technology smack-down last week. I maintain three websites, I own three computers and use two more on a regular basis. I maintain the church’s network and desktop boxes. I used to think I knew what I was doing, until Tuesday last week.

I was working on my weekly sermon (two days early!) when my computer started chirping. First time, no big deal. Second time, I started paying attention. It sounded like my UPS alert, but I wasn’t sure. Third time, I started checking the computers around me that didn’t have a UPS, and I asked around to see whether anyone was having power fluctuations; everyone was good.

Fourth time, time to shut down. As it powered down, it started to squeal like Ned Beatty on a canoe trip. Then nothing. Tried to restart, nothing. I guessed that the fan on the power supply gave up the ghost. So I opened the box, took the power supply to my friendly neighborhood computer tech. He jammed a paper clip into the switch contacts, and the fan was fine (gotta learn how to do that!). I reinstalled it, and just for grins, I flipped the switch. The system came to life! So I powered down, put it back on my desk, hooked up my cables, flipped the switch… nothing.

Then I noticed that the monitor wasn’t on either. On a hunch, I crawled under my desk and looked at the UPS. No familiar little green light. Turned the switch off, then back on, and I heard the monitor power up. Poked the power button on the box, and it fired right up.

Guess I have to hone up on Occam’s Razor.

Then there was the trip to Toledo. Sandi and I went south for a wedding last Friday (Adam and Angie, yeah!). Since we didn’t have the kids with us, why not try Tony Packo’s before heading back? We found it before it opened for lunch on Saturday. Unfortunately, my diuretic kicked in, and I needed to find a restroom (TMI? So what. I’m paying for the bandwidth.) There was a gas station across the street, so we went in. Sandi bought a pack of gum to legitimize the use of the loo, and I did what had to be done. After washing my hands, I tried to exit the restroom and found that the doorknob would not turn.

That’s when I heard the clerk tell Sandi, “Oh yeah, the door’s broken. The last guy took 20 minutes to get out using his credit card. I guess I forgot to put the sign on the door.” You think?

I didn’t spend 20 minutes with my credit card, but it was clearly not going to work. I used my trusty Scout pocket knife (as I usually do to get into locked rooms at the church…), but THAT didn’t work either. With no help from the station attendants, one of the other patrons (who apparently had some expertise convincing locked doors to open with tools he happened to carry in his car…) finally got me out—in 15 minutes, a station record!

Anyway, Tony Packo’s, nice place. Good food. Thanks, Klinger!

Get Connected in Confession

The current sermon series ?Real Revival ? has been kind of dangerous, in the sense that it brings up issues that we might rather leave alone, that it focuses attention on things that make us uncomfortable, that it calls attention to the places where we fall short as individuals and as a body. But that ?s probably a good thing for us.

When I got my first job with health benefits, the first doctor I visited, before he even introduced himself, said, ?Tell me why you don ?t want to see your children grow up. ? I knew he was talking about my weight and my unhealthy lifestyle, but it made me mad ?so I found another doctor. Fast forward ten years, and the newest doctor, in a string of a half dozen or so, tells me I am diabetic. I didn ?t want to hear it. It made me uncomfortable, but now I had to act.

James 5:16 tells us, ?Confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. ? In the sermon on July 20, I said I wasn ?t sure how we should follow the example of the nation of Israel in 1 Samuel 7, where they publicly confessed their sin as a nation. I said we ?re too private and independent for that. But James tells us that if we truly want to be healed, we need to confess to each other. Maybe that ?s where we start. If we can trust our brothers and sisters in Christ enough to share our own individual struggle with sin and pray for each other ?remember, intercession makes an impression ?then God will heal us.

As God heals us as individuals, then our prayers for real revival will become more effective. As James 5;16 ends, ?The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. ? Let ?s get connected to each other and confess our struggles with sin and pray for each other. As men gather together and confess their sins, they will grow stronger in their faith. As women gather together and pray for each other, they will grow stronger in their faith. And God will heal us, and we will grow together as a body.

News Flash: Diet and Exercise Work!

It’s just as I feared. The “health nuts” are right: eating a balanced diet and exercising daily are the best ways to lose weight in a healthy way.

Since I was diagnosed to be diabetic, I have focused on eating better food and less food in general and exercising regularly. In April, we joined the local rec center, and I’ve been exercising for 1 hour, 5 days a week.

Back in August 2007, I was wearing 52-inch jeans, and that was only because I couldn’t find 54s. Tuesday, July 8, I went shopping for some new clothes, and found that I was able to wear 44-inch jeans comfortably! That’s 4 pants sizes or 8 inches, at least.

I hate getting up in the morning, and I miss donuts. But I like the difference.

Who’da thunk it?

Get Connected Within Your Heart

What a great week of VBS! Not only did I get to wear all of my Hawaiian shirts and grill all week, but I got to connect with all kinds of people, kids through adults, as we focused on God ?s Truth. The core of the week was based on Psalm 86:11, which says: ?Teach me your way, O LORD, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. ?

While it was great to spend time with kids and adults from the church and to meet new people, the heart of ?Outrigger Island ? was to connect to God through his truth. The motto for the week was ?Know the Truth! Speak the Truth! Live the Truth! ? That ?s a great summary of the Christian life, and I ?m thrilled that kids, adults, families got to learn that together.

The key is making that connection to God ?s truth within our hearts. It ?s easy for us to run programs for Bible school, Adult Bible Fellowship, and mid-week Bible studies and stuff our brains full of Bible knowledge, but until we have the connection between mind and heart, we won ?t really be able to speak the truth and live the truth.

David shows us how important that connection is. Too often we find our hearts divided between the old life and the new life we have in Christ. And when we try to live with that kind of divided heart, we find we can ?t do it. It ?s like cardiac patients who have only a percentage of the full usage of their hearts; they find themselves weaker and with less stamina and with shortness of breath. It ?s not a full life. The only way to live the full life Jesus came to bring (remember Life360 and John 10:10?), is to have an undivided heart that knows the truth, speaks the truth, and lives the truth. So, by all means, continue to fill yourself with God ?s Word by listening to Mark ?s sermons and attending an Adult Bible Fellowship or another smaller group. But allow God to connect your heart, soul, mind, and strength so you can grow and serve.

Get Connected Through the Name

At the end of June, Sandi and I will be taking the kids to Pennsylvania to my parents ? home for a family reunion. We get to go to PA maybe twice each year, and so we don ?t get to see my folks or other relatives very often. But one nice thing about a family reunion is that you don ?t really have to go through a lot of the stages of reconnecting with people because you ?re family. Just because you share a name or common ancestry, there ?s always something to talk about, there ?s a natural connection.

As we go through this current sermon series seeking revival from God, we ?ve been focusing on 2 Chronicles 7:14, which says, ?If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land. ? We ?ve been focusing on the concepts of humility and prayer and other things that we need to do as we ask God to bring revival, but it seems like we may have missed one significant point.

God refers to ?my people, who are called by my name. ? According to Acts 11:26, which says, ?The disciples were called Christians first at Antioch, ? that ?s us. We share a name; we are family. If we want to experience revival, we need to ask God together to bring it among us as his family.

As we launch into Summer and all the traveling that often happens, let ?s not forget our church family. While we don ?t have Sunday and Wednesday night programming, we can still get together with each other. Get together for a grill-out. Families with kids can plan to meet up at a park and play together. Saddle up and join Mark on Thursdays in Hines Park for Bike, Bible and Prayer. And by all means, don ?t give up on meeting together Sunday mornings for worship and Adult Bible Fellowship ?no matter how nice it is. We ?re better together!

Desperate for God

A thought came to me this morning while I was at the rec center: “I NEED AIR!” I have been walking laps at the rec center in an effort to develop a more healthy lifestyle. In the last few weeks, however, I’ve hit a plateau; I can ?t walk any faster (without turning into one of those speed walkers, and that just wouldn’t be pretty), and I can ?t take any more time to walk. Granted, three miles a day, five days a week, is an amazing change in my sedentary lifestyle. But it isn’t enough.

I realized that the only way I am going to increase the effectiveness of my “workout” is to start jogging. (It was a sad and scary realization all at once.) So a few weeks ago I started running an occasional lap (which in the rec center is 1/11 of a mile). In the first week, I was able to jog three, non-consecutive laps. Eventually I was able to get up to six laps (more than half a mile, woohoo!).

This morning, June 13, I ran two consecutive laps. In all honesty it didn’t hurt any more than running a single lap, but I had to stop because I was gasping for breath. Immediately I thought of Psalm 42:1, “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God.” And the song “Breathe” suddenly made a lot of sense to me: “This is the air I breathe, this is the air I breathe: your holy presence, living in me.”

I’m not saying that I have it down cold, but I think I finally get it. I sort of touched on the idea in the sermon on June 8 that we need to be desperate for God’s holiness and presence in our lives the way we are desperate for air. If we don’t breathe, we die. In the same way, if we don’t have God in our lives, we will die.

The thing is, I don’t know that I am at that point in my relationship with God. While I recognize that God has brought me to this point in my life, in my ministry, in my relationship with him, I’m not so sure that I have the same sense of desperation for God ?s presence that he seems to have for me. It ?s easy to identify God ?s ?obsession ? with people; all you have to do is look throughout the Bible and you can see that God is ready, willing, and able to do whatever it takes to restore his relationship with people. He is so desperate to get us back that he sent Jesus to die for us. Enough said, am I right?

So what ?s the evidence of my desperation for God? Why don ?t I feel like I ?m gasping for breath spiritually? I ?m pretty sure that when I check the fruit in my life (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, and self-control), it ?s not a matter of me being spiritually fit.

It ?s probably because I ?m not exerting myself. I ?ve gotten comfortable with the pace I am walking with God. But we all know that life isn ?t a ?stroll in the park ?; it ?s the ?rat race. ? How do we get to the point where we ?re so desperate for God ?s presence and holiness in our lives that we are gasping for him, as if we are out of breath? Paul said in 1 Corinthians 9:24: ?Run in such a way as to get the prize. ? We need to pick up the pace and run.

And eventually, I pray, the training will lead to a stronger, faster pace that God will sustain.

My New Smoking "Addiction"

While I’m watching my carb intake to regulate my diabetes. I’m having more fun with protein. I’ve always enjoyed smoked meat (ribs, brisket, pulled pork, etc.), but now I’m taking the next step and smoking my own meats.

Meet the gang.

My Smoker Collection

These are the smokers I use to make low-carb delights like the ones below.

My First Boston Butt

A Boston Butt (butt end of a pork shoulder)

Memorial Day Chickens

Chickens from Memorial Day 2008

My First "Fatty"

A “Fatty” (a pound of loose sausage rolled out into a log and smoked; in this case stuffed with jalapenos, onions, and sharp cheddar)

It’s not exactly an obsession, yet. But I’m working on it.

Aloha!

The luau on Sunday, June 1, was simply amazing! I was thrilled to see the church family having fun together with each other and with all the people I don’t think I have ever seen before. I know that there were many who brought friends, neighbors, and family to fellowship with us, and I know that we definitely showed our community how much we love each other.

I pray that we keep the “aloha spirit” alive among us. I took a few minutes to look up exactly what aloha means, and it seems that the idea of “hello” and “goodbye” are recent understandings of the word. Prior to the 19th century, the primary meaning of aloha was “affection, love, peace, compassion, and mercy.” As we continue to grow in our love for God and each other and in our compassion for the world, we need to continue with the “aloha spirit” that we find in 1 Peter 5:14: “Greet one another with a kiss of love. Peace to all of you who are in Christ.”

Family fun at Luau 2008 Splashin' an elder!

Ready for a luau! Terry's Volcano!

Luau sweeties! Luau pros!

Luau Buddies! Mahalo, Mark!

Everybody loves a luau limbo!

Get Connected in Holiness

Many people outside the church accuse Christians of being hypocrites. Technically, hypocrisy is a matter of professing a set of beliefs that you don ?t really believe. However, our culture ?and many Christians ?believes that hypocrisy is a matter of saying one thing and doing another, being two-faced. While that might seem like splitting hairs, the subtle difference between hiding one ?s true beliefs and struggling with sin in our lives is lost on the people of our culture.

Regardless of the misunderstanding, the disparity between the preaching and teaching of Christians and the lives of Christians is a stumbling block to many who are not Christians. They hear the words ?love God and love others, ? but they don ?t always see it or experience it when they interact with Christians. Then they walk away.

The fact is, Christians don ?t really fit in this world, even though we live in it. When the world sees us trying to fit in, even though we claim we don ?t fit, they don ?t see the value of being one of us. If we want to close that gap, we need to be what we were made to be: holy.

Paul wrote in 1 Corinthians 1:2: ?To the church of God in Corinth, to those sanctified in Christ Jesus and called to be holy, together with all those everywhere who call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ ?their Lord and ours. ? The church in Corinth existed in the ?sin city ? of its day, and Paul ?s letter was intended to remind Christians that they were made to be different.

Even though that difference separates us from the ways and thinking of the world, it ?s not meant to separate us from other people. God ?s plan is to connect us to himself and to others through holiness. We can ?t hide the fact that we share with the world a common sin problem, but we also need to share the differences we have, the call to holiness. That common solution, which connects us to God through Christ, will connect us to others as well.

Get Connected with New Clothes

Since I was diagnosed to be diabetic in September 2007, I ?ve had to watch what I eat. As a result, some of my clothes are becoming so baggy that I will need to replace them soon. (As a side note, thanks to everyone for the encouragement along the way ?keep it up!) Oddly enough, as thrilled as I am with the weight loss, I have been hesitant to purchase new clothes. I think it ?s because I ?ve lost weight before, and I ?m afraid that I ?ll bounce back to where I was.

It ?s the same thing with sin. We ?ve become so accustomed to the ?weight ? of the sins in our lives and the habits of living with those sins that we hesitate to get rid of them. Even when we decide to follow Jesus and allow him to forgive our sins and give us new selves, we hesitate to get rid of the old ways because we ?ve bounced back there before.

In Ephesians 4:22-24, Paul wrote: ?You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. ? Paul says that we need to discard the old self, but then, we knew that, right? The hard part is in the word translated ?put on, ? which literally means to sink into. Some uses of the word translate it as ?invest. ? In a sense, Paul is telling us to invest in some new clothes, to sink into our new selves as if into a new set of clothes.

Verse 25 says to put off falsehood and put on truth because we are the members of one body. The rest of chapter 4 talks about different sinful habits to get rid of and what to put on to replace them. Ultimately, we all have the same problem ?can we call it ?sin handles ?but because we are members of one body, we need to work on losing the weight of sin together. Get rid of the old self; you ?re not going back because you ?ve got new clothes ?and spiritual workout buddies as well!